More Ranting

so i read over what i wrote last time and really it's just a bunch of ranting about life in general. who knew life can be so hard?

anyways, so i have my interview coming up for medschool. blah, it's my first and only interview. Kinda nervous about the whole ordeal since if i don't get in to this school, it means that i would have to retake my mcat and apply all over again. i don't know if i can take this whole process again. it's driving me insane...

Although i know that i want to be a doctor, I'm still having a hard time verbalizing the reasons coherently. i think it's just my inability to express myself.

So I'm going to bronx, ny. I've never been to ny before so i don't know what to bring since i heard it's quite cold there. I started asking my coworker about the area and the more they talk about the place, the more I'm scared of it. I know there're crimes in NY but wow... the way they described it, i feel like this will be my last trip since i'll either get shot, mugged, or raped. They're probably just trying to scare me, but comon... not helping guys. I'm already frustrated enough with the interview already, I don't need to know that i'm gonna get shot while walking on the street and die not of loss of blood, but rather the hypothermia that will set in as the homeless people strip my clothes away and leave me to die in the snow.

life sucks....